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| 12:22am 30/12/2005 |
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This is of course according to my parents. I just had two non boyfriends from years past contact me. One claiming that he "had to write about one of the most life-changing events of my (his) life in my English class, and the biggest one was meeting you (me)," and the other, after five years, "saw you (me) in target and just had the urge to call, and see how you are, maybe we could hang out again." My parents have accused me of bewitching and using cruelly. I ask, what is new? |
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| Crazy Week! |
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| 02:16pm 17/11/2005 |
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So this week has been loads of fun and loads of not fun at the same time. So Monday, Fantasmic rain, and thunder and lightening storm! Evan and I played in the rain and were beyond soaked. The parking lot outside Moore Hall has no drainage system so we found out why its named the lagoon. I jumped in with my Galoshes on and was up to m calf in water and had I not already been soaked to the skin I would have been after that. We went and got hot chocolate at Jazzmans(which was really funny because we were litterally dripping all over the carpet) then we went back inside and got dried off and watched a Marx brothers movie and went to sleep. But the thunder that night was absolutely determined to keep everyone awake! One thunderclap was so loud you could feel it and you could hear the whole campus jerk awake. Note: this whole time the sever weather sirens did not start. We woke up at nine in the morning on a beautiful Tuesday morning to sever weather sirens and the RC knocking on the door telling everyone to get down stairs to the basement, someone had spotted a funnel cloud in Kentucky. So an hour late to costumes and I find out I've pinned my garment all wrong and have to start over again. shortly after that we leave on the Simpson trip. (An all day trip to Louisville to see professional theatre) We saw the Crucible, but I got sick. Sore throat, leaky eyes, headache, the whole bit. Got home at about midnight and found out that all the poor UE students that weren't with us had to go down to the basement 4 more times that day. After that I fell asleep on Kassie and Jerica's floor because I didn't want to wake up my room mate. Wednesday: I hardly remember wednesday, it flew past like a dream. I do know that I'm making out with Michael Caine (YEs we have a michael Caine, we also have a Meg Ryan) in a directing scene. We were rehearsing Wednesday and it was so awkward because we were both sick, pantimiming this scene, trying our darnest not to laugh with everyone else. So funny. Skipped dinner to sleep because I didn't feel well. Woke up, went to Kassies to cuddle (yeah we're UET's favorite non lesbian couple, guys have begged us just to hug in front of them nd they go away happy) and watch A Beautiful Mind, Tarzan and Maid in Manhatten. Then I visited the boy and we talked about life, the universe and Everything. I do like that boy. And that brings us to today. Still sick, garment still pinned wrong, scarf for Drew still not done, weather sunny and below 40 but well rested after a 3 hour nap. |
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| Tornado |
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| 01:07pm 06/11/2005 |
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So it's definately been a momentous week. Of course the capstone of said weeek was the tornado that touched down right here in Evansville Indiana. So far its been called the deadliest tornado in 30 odd years or something like that. Just in case you were wondering, I am fine, it touched down on Greenriver road and the Loyd expressway, a few miles from UE ( I think, no car, I don't explore the area much). They got us all down in the basement which started flooding. However we are all alright here at UE, but there are many people injured and dying in Evansville, so if you're prayers could be with them, I'm sure they would be welcome. |
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| 4:50 am and I just got home |
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| 04:49am 19/10/2005 |
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I'm coming more and more to realise that University is nothing like High School. Now we all look around and say "No shit Shirlock" but honestly its true. Over that past 3 days I have spent around 6 or 7 hours with various Senior boys discussing life, Excestentialism, the 4 types of love, theatre, suicide and the desperate state of man, male and female relationships in the workplace and society as a whole, religion, the purpose or lack there of in life, various playwrites and their merits, and only once with these men, who I know find me attractive, did the subject of sex come up. Now you say oh ho! There is the rub, but no it was in reference to how unfortunate it is that people get so wrapped up in the drama of sexual relationships and miss so many opportunities to learn their craft. For once it is possible to have a serious conversation on the same level, with more or less the same understanding or education. It was incredible. I was suddenly shocked with the realisation that these people and these early morning dialogues are what will define me most as a student in the years to come and as a person and an actor. Its just so cool to see my philosophies and ideas being shaped and being aware of it. That is another reason why I enjoy being the only sober person in a group. People say the most amazing things when they are drunk. Its fun just to listen really. |
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| 12:07pm 17/09/2005 |
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So I've had an interesting week... I found a lump on my spine and so I went to the doctor here. The Nurse practitioner saw me and looked at the lump and says "Does it hurt?" Me: "Nope" Her: "oh... no numbness in your legs?" Me: "No" Her: "Well I don't know what this is, let me make some calls..."
Over the couse of the following ten minutes she came in three times to look at it saying "Hmm, Oh, that's interesting" Finally:
Her: "Well I don't know what that is. I've called the doctor and the hospital and you need to go get exrays right now. I'd like for you to get a catscan as well but just the xrays for now. Me: But I have rehearsal in an hour
So I find myself an hour or so late for rehearsal... Next day I go to the doctor again. Fortunately the lump isn't attached to my spine. They are 90% certain that it is a cyst and that it isn't cancerous and that I can wait til christmas break to have it removed. So that is good.
So I can't find any of my rings and that includes my promise ring... I feel so vulnerable
I've also been getting dizzy spells and stomach aches alot.
Oh and the theatre department is dying my hair brown. |
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| 02:18am 28/08/2005 |
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They have the most amazing rain here. it was pouring and there was thunder and lightning and I was out in the midst of it all. soaked from head to toe. It was great. Oh I got cast too, that was awesome. |
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| 02:34am 23/08/2005 |
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mood:  pleased
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Hello all! To combat the ever rising realization that I miss you and I won't be seeing you for aa while which makes me miss you evan more, I have made a list of amazing things to do here (and other places too of course). 1) Go jogging earlyish in the morning while it still isn't too hot (but I swear there is no end of humidity) and getting all sweaty 2)Taking a cold shower after said activity. MMMMMMM feels so nice 3)Water ballon fights in sprinklers on a hot humid day 4)Calling the boys downstairs to let them know that after said muddy water balloon fight the girls are having a communal shower and seeing how quickly they can get up 3 flights of stairs. ^_^ 5)Getting all sexy like to go to a dance. 6) Dances in dark rooms with loud music and crazy lights and dancing to the point of exhaustion and getting sweaty (good excuse for a shower) 7) Dissappointing the international boys (ie: India, napal, saudi arabia, texas...) that I don't ass dance thank you very much. ^_^ (they are really sweet guys though) 8)Hanging with old friends 9) Watching the goonies!!!!!! 10) Laying on a blanket with a friend of the opposite sex who has no intentions beyond friend, staying up half the night talking/arguing 11) Hard core Ballet to rock music. I love my life. |
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| 02:37am 21/08/2005 |
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Soooo Here I am at UE and its hot asa hell if hell were moist and the inhabitants breathing as though through gills. I've been super busy. Oh my best friend out here is a bloke, Andrew, but not to worry, He's got a girl and is as faithful to her as the day is long and out here its pretty long. Yup but I miss everyone. MY dad left thismorning and we very nearly cried. Very touching really. I guess it just suddenly hit that I wasn't at home anymore and that all I have is whats here. I expect I'll be writing you all. |
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| 11:37pm 16/08/2005 |
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mood:  anxious
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Goodbye All my lovely friends. I'm leaving on a jet plane, Don't know when I'll be back again. Although last I heard from Someones mom I'll be back in 113 days. Yup. Alright Well I have to goto bed Bye bye, love to all! |
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| Roar of old paint, smell of the engine |
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| 08:31pm 16/08/2005 |
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mood:  elated
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Totally drove the old Mini TODAY! All the way from Renton to Benita's! HAHA! Didn't stall it or anything (which I feel is quite an achivement as my mom nearly destroyed the new mini driving to Northgate, and I've only driven a manual once before for less than half an hour) Oh boy oh Boy I frickin' Rock! Ok ok.... I'm over myself. |
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| I love my friends |
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| 09:58am 30/07/2005 |
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Yup I got my wisdom teeth out >.< But me friends have been most kind! Natalie, Angel and Joe have been coming over almost every waking monent and watching chick flicks with me, feeding me icecream and not letting me get up. They are so sweet. We've watched 'Just the thought oF you,' 'Eternal sunshine,' 'the Wedding Singer' 'Pretty Woman' 'Edward Scissor Hands' and another one I can't really remember I think. Yup I have the best friends ever! That and I'm such a baby |
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| 12:29pm 14/07/2005 |
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^_^ I'm so bad!
Part Playful Kisser | Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! | Part Expert Kisser | You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
 You like the prince charming type.
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 The Goddess of Fire and Happiness. You are a ball of energy. Always compassionate and full of life, you can make anyone feel happy and you are exceptionally uplifting. You are an individual beauty.
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Pst! Shut up! Don't say anything!
 You are the loving couple. Now all couples love but you two seem to be perfect for each other. You hardly fight, you're not afraid to show your feelings in public, and you understand each other. That's not to say you don't have your bumpy points in the road. You may have huge arguements but you never get over each other and you put each other first no matter what. If you mess up you try to see what was wrong and try to improve it.
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~*~Result nr 11~*~
 Your power is: Transportation
Explanation: To simply matters you can, all in all, transport your way to places. This helps you get to places faster and be more efficent. In combat that is also good since your enemy will not know where you are and you can get suprise attacks on him/her. For evil purposes you can break in to bancs etc and rob places. For good purposes you can save people kidnapped in places (if you know where they are) etc. As a person you are always on the go and don't like not having anything to do. You see boredom as useless and try to avoid it. Therefor you have many friends that can keep you occupied. Other characteristics are that you're a nice and easy-going person, and maybe even popular. You are impulsive, energetic and just someone looking for a fun time and adventures. People can't be bored with you. Negative aspects: You have a tendancy to not stick with people and can get enemies when you're not loyal. You can also back-talk people which will make you less liked.
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| 05:59pm 12/07/2005 |
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Stability | |||||||||||||||||| | 73% | | Orderliness | |||||| | 23% | | Altruism | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Religious | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Hedonism | || | 10% | | Materialism | |||||| | 30% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | | Romantic | |||||| | 23% | | Avoidant | |||||| | 23% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||| | 36% | | Wealth | |||||||||| | 36% | | Dependency | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Physical Fitness | |||||||||||||||| | 64% | | Histrionic | |||||||||| | 36% | | Paranoia | |||| | 16% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||| | 23% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | | Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com |
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| 02:35pm 11/07/2005 |
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------------------Your 411------------------ Name On Birth Certificate: Helen Elizabeth Roundhill
Nicknames: Hell, Sweety, Shazzam the Man, Whore, Billy Age: 18 Birthdate: November 24, 1986 School: Movin' on up to University of Evansville Location of the School: Indiana *cries* E-mail address: ummmmmm heroundhill@comcast.net or if you wanna be in my spam box teacuppaintedred@yahoo.com Colour of eyes: hell I don't know, different people tell me different things so if you want to voice your opinion on the matter feel free Height: A tiny bit taller than Natalie? Shoe Size: 6-7 Brothers/Sisters: 2 brats and a momma's boy Who do you live with: Me mam, me da and th' wee li'l ones ------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Nope... but I fell asleep, which was a bad idea Missed school because it was raining: haha... we live by seattle.. what a silly excuse.. no <--- I agree with angel <----- I agree with Natalie Been in a car accident: yup two! I wasn't driving though Been hurt emotionally: Oh who hasn't Had an imaginary friend: Loads Cried during a Movie: I'm pathetic, I have Had a crush on a teacher: I always thought the girls who did had serious issues and no Ever thought up an animated character: yup Ever been on stage: Hehe what a silly question... for me. Be glad I'm not writing them all Cut your hair: Yup and its super hot Been sarcastic: Me? no... ------------------FAVORITES------------------ Shampoo: Whatever the hell I find in the shower Soap: Whatver the hell I... Favorite Colour: ORRRRRRANGE! and Rubber ducky yellow Day/Night: Whatever I happen to be in the mood for Winter/spring/Summer/Autumn: Autumn and summer... and sping and I like snow Cartoon Characters: I dunno? I never watched cartoons Fave Food: Anything Italian and smothered in butter. And Ice cream and cherries and chocolate Fave Advertisement: I don't... watch... oh never mind Fave Movie: No! don't ask me that! Wait um Eternal sunshine of the Spotless mind, and many others, many many others Fave Ice Cream: Mint, coffee, cookie dough, and such Fave Subject in school: DRAMA!
--------RIGHT NOW------------------ Wearing: I just woke up so what I was wearing yesterday... so tan pants and a black tank top I'm feeling: dreadiung the day to come... Yard waste... children, voice lesson Drinking: Nothing Thinking about: Why I'm doing this Talking to: Natalie... who is sitting right next to me --------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
Cried: nope Worn a skirt: nope Met someone new: Nope Cleaned your room: HA! (natalie just reminded me that I have... sort of) Done laundry: Yes!! oh I'm sooo proud of myself! I did like all my laundry Drove a car: Well yeah
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------ Yourself: What sort of shitty question is that?! I mean honestly what does that mean, do I believe that I will succeed in life or are you asking if I've set myself up as some sort of diety? Not that you can't worship me if you want. Or are you asking if I believe I exist, but that is a stupid question because clearly I am breathing and taking up space so yes I believe I exist but then if you are asking if I have confidence in myself, why the hell didn't you say so?! Your friends: Well I've seen then I've touched them I'm pretty sure they exist Santa Claus: I believe that someone has to eat the cookies and drink the milk Tooth Fairy:Yup she looks just like my mom and talks like my mom and forgets that you've lost teath like my mom Destiny/Fate: I'm not sure... and I don't feel like explaining Angels: Yes, BTW natalie's answer to that is super cute Ghosts: not really UFO's: sure with the little green guys in them?! dude those things rule! No
-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ Do you have boyfriend/girlfriend: No Who have you known the longest of your friends: Molly Who's the loudest: Yeah Julie Who's the shyest: Joe Who's the weirdest: Nope no way to tell. At least they are weirder than me... ok maybe Who do you go to for advice: depends on what it is Who do you cry with: Natalie and Benita Cried the most with: Natalie and Benita but Benita made me cry (just kidding!) What's the best feeling: exhiliration Worst Feeling: lack of direction |
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| 08:51pm 09/07/2005 |
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Hey y'all! I'm really sorry I couldn't bring you... >.< baaaaad helen. Anywhoooo she'll be at my house at 10 ish... |
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| 02:16pm 08/07/2005 |
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Natalie comes home tomorrow! If you wanna come to the airport with me to pick her up let me know! |
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